HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAN AND VONNE AND ALEX!!

yesh. time to catch up with the little means i had to make good my own life. a month has passed since my comp got screwed up and many events took place..(sounds like some eulogy, haha!) i've finally got myself a job at a clinic. pro or what? hehs. but it's not really like directly associated with doctor stuff. a lot of admin work for me (: quite ok lah the place. quite nice colleagues there. sometimes can be quite boring if i have to constantly stare at the comp for ten hours straight. and honestly, my lunches there aren't that fantastic. hawker centre food everyday..can i just curl up and die? oh wells, the job is good but i'm sorta neglecting the other one. i'm sorry joshua research consultants. promise i'll do one more survey so that you guys can pay my poor ass some cheap money. haha!

oh shootenooose. birthday dinners are the "funnest." harharrr. went to celebrate alex's with the tutuz. and also han's and vonne's. soooo fun!! and vonne darling takes like the most beautiful pictures. okaay, some of the time. when she actually knows how to operate her own cam! pretty pretty pictures! we have all grown up from the childish little suakus we were in sec one to..erms, vivacious? nice nice ladies. we had like crap convos about what the future beholds. perhaps i'll find that old man who can provide me everything! then we can have our daytrips to europe. haha. i love you guys to lil teeny weeny bits.

alsoooo, this new year, i shall safeguard myself from external vibes, influences, advances and whatsoever which give hint that my social life would be affected. a nono to insecureness and weakness. haha! trust no one. 'cause life's a bitch! yeaaaa, life's a bitch!

when i met my colleague, i realise i'm still quite innocent and naive. like a little girl who just got out of her playroom, on the way to explore what's beyond that boundary. there's so much i don't really know about the real world. like seriously. like, i knew that working life's gonna be damn hard, but i didn't know that it's gonna be that challenging. to remain on the bosses' good books, people literally have to be hypocritics. gaah. and they have to be smart. and aware. it's complicated..i didn't know that there was so much discontent for my friend in the office till a certain someone told me about it. waaah. sian. and listening to other people's lifestories, it made my life sound like a monotonous predictable boring journey. aimless. yupyup. i'm a suakufied tortoise. gaaah. and yooooo! don't you say that to me. 'cause i bet you are one tooooo! lol. oh wells.

that's for now i guess. till i find something else to moan and groan about (:
this young 18 year old (ahem, han n vonne, u read this??) girl shall go grab something to fill her constantly empty stomach.